Mistakes.

We make mistakes. we learn after we realise that we have made one. We learn our lessons the hard way and we make a huge blunder by repeating them. Lately i have been very careless with my spending habits , which was quite under control for last two months. also i had this habit of loosing my temperature pretty soon and at regular intervals. Lately i can feel the 'loose control' in my temper once again. My unnecessary breakout the other day that had a mixed emotion, a disapointment of overspending on food and on travelling that day, and a bit of jelousy on one of my colligue for stealing the limelight for performance. The reason is it was always me stealing the limelight in my Previous organisation, somehow the drive is lost somewhere. that hunger and urge to collect more and more is missing, the more i try to gig and excavate the more i tend to get lost. i think a little more analysing is required . Let me build my basics strog at the first place, but i am getting impacient as the day passes by. i need to take a backseat once again . . . Need to take Deep breath and move forward...