Bidding Adeau!!!

Last week was a week full of disapointments, week full of mixed reactions, Friends parting their ways, friends reuniting., seems like life is a perfect balance. A week when lithargy was at its peak. Some of my friends left for US, they did not have the courtesy to even let me know that they had an opportunity, as if i am the one who would cast some black magic spell on their happyness, i have shared every moments of my life , good or bad, happy or sad with these people, the saddest thing is people whom you give so much of importance and worth to have shared so much with them, do not find you worth of sharing their moments with you. You feel like you are nothing. I had left all my hopes and had accepted this fact that i am all alone in this world. The importance i give to people, no one even give you back an atom of its worth. But the hope still floated, that some where within their herat and mind, I am still there, I feel myself as an emotional beggar to have expected even that much from these people. So it is my turn to show them what i am to a stranger. I am walking away from your lives, from your heart, and throwing way all the attachments that i had ever kept with you.All i will carry with me are your memories captured in the camera. I am the backpacker, it is my turn to pack the bags now. Goodbye my friends , have a great life.


On the other had it was great catching up with some old friends and spending a quality early morning , like they way we used to sometime back. It was great reliving those memories. I feel sad that i am not able to spend the same kind of time with them, There is a lot that i cannot explain. There is a lot that cannot be explained and there is a lot that they wont understand, its all about the different background that we come come from, it is all about the different upbringing that we had, it is all about the friendship that sees no religion, no class , no cast and no creed. all it knows is binding people together. I hope you will understand that someday, and forgive me for whatever wrong that i have done, it is wrong according to you. But i trust me guys , according to me it is All Correct, that is the way it should be.