Sunday, June 10, 2007

Encounters

Finally the monsoons are hear, well almost, at least we can hear their Knock at the door, giving some relief to the immensely heated up Mumbai City. To my surprise some satisfaction at the work place with the little appreciation towards my hard work. Busy with daily routines, you get up, go to office, put on that fake smile, and deal with all the pain in your life, including the back ache and of course the so called social headache. The mistake committed by some one else on me, was committed by me with some one else. It was like the low scale De-ja–Vu. You must be surprised about the entire concept of the low-scale Dé-jà-vu. It is just that I had to be harsh and blunt in my actions , for a change not my words, with some one who had started expecting a bit too much out of me, and specially those who think they are too cool , but the reality is , they are the same Bimbos without the Blond Hair. Some one had truly said , the Blond Factor in a Bimbo is a mere coincidence. “What De-ja-Vu”? Because I had encountered the personality in them with what I had dealt with three long years in my previous organizations. The same fashion Conscious overspending people, though I am one of the over-spending lot, I’ m trying to overcome that part of me and refrain from spending too much on worldly pleasures bought in the expense of swiping a Credit card. “Spread your Blanket as far as your legs can stretch” is the New Mantra of my life. “Give or share you gyan with only those worth sharing it “, is the other Mantra, coz no one appreciates that, people have a laugh on it and a topic of Discussions that will drive them crazy with the Hysteric Laughter session. Ok I am Glad that some looser gets the opportunity to think him as the smarter one!!! But enough of that, It sounds good to saying it to yourself to overcome the agony. Otherwise!!!@@@@**! So having decided that I won’t share my Gyan with anyone anymore, I choose to avoid people who do not follow the same Ideologies. “What’s wrong with that? All colors do not give the same hue after all!!!?” Well the answer is yes, you cannot expect to be compatible with each and every one you meet, after all that is called adjustment, But I do not have to spend my entire life with them,, so why the adjustment??? Just respect that person and walkout quietly, before god comes a human, better respect the human for what ever he or she is. Another Genre of people that I had encountered the last week, the follow the “Chanakya Tactics”, the tactics of the man who had written “Kootshastra” which talks about modern politics. Smile at every one and every time you smile you have a motive bend the smile, you have motive behind expressing your friendship, no harm, I understand the opposite’s point of view, a girl coming to a town like Mumbai to make a mark of her own, staying alone and supporting the family, wins my greatest respect for her, but what I do not appreciate is the confused state of mind that fails to balance between the right and the Wrong, and goiung a bit overboard with the wrong… She needs to learn a lesson in life, she is only one experience away . Though I am a person who is comparatively honest in expressing my views like a few other, which sometimes people Label as ‘unprofessional’, but I am ok with that, probably that is the only thing which has kept me away from my success, but I am happy with it. I can live my entire life with or without success, I have a dream, to see those places in the world that were built by some great people in the Past , that shouts and tells us their stories, the walls speak out loud, as what they have witnessed ages ago. The places are Egypt, Rome, London and of course Paris and Madrid. And visit some beautiful locations from India, of both tourist and pilgrimage importance. Having Done that I can rest in Piece, oh God! Please give me strength so that I can be at all the above mentioned places. Please refrain me from this pain and ailment that I am going through!! Amen’

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