Yesterday i spoke about an indication about the resurrection of me from a bad patch i had been through. After i am completely out of this i really want to forget the people who have seen me in my worst, if not all atleast some of them, but i guess sometimes the past haunts you or may be you haunt in the past. As i am writing this article sitting in a Cybercafe and mentioning the haunting phenomena a music plays in the Background "ya Ali" the song from the movie " Gangster" has many of our Hidden Memories, i suddenly get a flashback. I was surprised to get a call from a friend of mine with whom i wish to talk no more. There was a time when i used to pray to god to receive a call from the friend , the feeling has diminished and an unwillingness to talk to him has replaced probably the very thought of his personality brings back the memories of my worst emotional setback i had ever beenthrough and i am still getting over it. i was wondering about this change in the feeling. I believe the change is for the best, as i mentioned in my profile i am like a train that haults at a station where people get in and people get out, and I move on... Like another firend of mine calls me an emotional fool and the day i am able to turn back and say" I Dont Care" probably that is the day when i will be an emotional fool no more... Yes you are right my friend , i have thought over it.
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